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England
26 May, 1944
Dearest:
Well, I see in the papers that the Anzio Beachhead is no longer
that, and that Cassino has fallen. Looks like "we ain't
losin'". Looking back at the grim days of '40-'41 and '42,
it seems hardly possible that we should have come so far. Those
were grim years, and we in the states hardly realized it. Now
the shoe is on the other foot, and the war has probably been
decided in Europe. Yet, somehow I wonder about the "peace"
as all the writers are describing it. I'm afraid I am a pessimist
with little faith in the goodwill of mankind. Looking it over,
thinking about it brings the realization that any peace will
be compromise, not everlasting. I supppose the people, being
as they are, have thought and tried world peace for thousands
of centuries, but war, like the unwanted cat, comes back.
All we want is our way of life and all the handshaking and backslapping
in the world won't change our ideas to conform with the other
fellows'. The question is not, "how can we insure a permanent
peace", but "how can we have peace for the maximum
length of time and still be ourselves, unyieldingly?" The
natural, the human, and the inevitable. And so generation after
generation has its day of crawling in filth and extracting the
life of some other joker that only wanted peace, but a different
brand of it.
We're fortunate in being Americans. At least we don't step on
the underdog. I wonder if that's because there are no "Americans"
-- only a stew of immigrants; or if it's because the earth from
which we exist has been so kind to us and our forefathers; or
if it's because the "American" is the offspring of
the logical European who hated oppression and loved freedom beyond
life? Those great mountains and the tall timber; the cool deep
lakes and broad rivers; the green valleys and white farmhouses;
the air, the sea and wind; the plains and great cities; the smell
of living -- all must be the cause of it. And yet, with all that,
we can't get away from the rest. For everyone of our millions
who has that treasure in his hand there's another million crying
for that victory of life. And for each of us who wants to live
in happiness and give happiness, there's another different sort
of person wanting to take it away.
Those people always manage to have their say, and Mars is always
close at hand. We know how to win wars. We must learn now to
win peace. Stick our noses in the affairs of the world. Learn
politics as well as killing. Make the world accept peace whether
they damn well like it or not. Here is the dove, and here is
the bayonet. May we never see the day again that "World
Peaceways" and like organizations dull our senses and make
us anything but realists. If I ever have a son, I don't want
him to go through this again, but I want him powerful enough
that no one will be fool enough to touch him. He and America
should be strong as hell and kind as Christ. That's the only
insurance until human nature becomes a tangible thing that can
be adjusted and made workable.
Thomas Meehan, III
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